i need to know

just one more thing........
did you ever really love me????

hiding place

have you,, at last,, found a safe place to hide????

up in flames

"I don't know what's going to happen, but I want to have my kicks before the whole shithouse goes up in flames." -Jim Morrison

T.G.

its so easy

the love of my life, was violent with me...

he was fascinated by dominance, manipulation, and violence in his choices of music, entertainment, and lifestyle,, and i believe it all just bled over...

he is gone now... but when i hear songs like "Its So Easy" by Guns N' Roses,,, and the words are in part...


"See me hit you
You fall down....

Ya get nothin' for nothin'
If that's what ya do
Turn around bitch I got a use for you
Besides you ain't got nothin' better to do
And I'm bored....."

i cannot help but romanticize it...
his violence was his most intense emotion,,,,
and that is what i miss.....

waiting for you

it is your turn to "come get me........"

loneliness

Pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for.

Dag Hammarskjold (1905 - 1961)